Selasa, 19 April 2016

Live Journal | April 19, 2016

Dear Secret Admirers....

Ugh.. It's been a while since my last post. I've been really busy for the english competition and i didn't give my self a rest for a bit. So it made me fell sick. But i'm okay with it as long as i am happy. Wow... did i just say happy? YES! Well, there's one story. But not really. I've been using this site called Chatroulette (Seriously.. there's a lot of perverts on that site and i can't even go in there anymore!). I like sharing my Skype username ( its anggiec24 ) and talk to "normal" people, if you know what i mean. Somehow, i found this annoying guy on Skype. He was really annoying by spamming me messages. I looked over his profile. He's 22 years old and he only has 2 contacts, which means there's only me and another person in his contact. He's cute, he really is. And he's not like the other guys that i've met before. He's just ..i dont know. Different.

 Whenever we skype, i become a "hyper girl" and then in seconds, the world is ours. I can't mention his name because he might find my blog on my profile. Or maybe i'm the one who tells him. I keep thinking about this. It sounds boring and crap but i think i like him, in different way. I bet you know what i mean so i'm not gonna tell you any further. But my friend told me not to fall for him so fast. We just met and if we were in this kind of relationship ( long distance relationship), it would end less than 3 months. So i'm trying to get to know him more and more and trying so hard not to fall for him that easy. My last long distance relationship ended less than 2 months and it wasn't a good ending. I was his second girlfriend. ( MOTHAF****R) 

But what if we are in this Long Distance Relationship? The last time i was in it made me afraid to fall in love or like someone. I even hate every single thing about Americans because they are just using Asian people for their sex toy or something like that. I don't even know what to call it. I was like... a slut like i was the girl in Pretty Woman movie. But now i'm changing. He's helping me with it. And hey the guy who used to hate selfies, i like you. XOXOXOXOXO




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