Story | Senior

There's this guy in my school. He's my senior. The first time i saw him was when the English Day Performance. He was performing a taekwondo moves. Since then i fell for him. I had a crush on my senior too 2 years ago and it went s wrong because it was just hurting me. But i couldnt do anything. I have a crush on him now.

I follow him to the canteen, to his class or to the Musholla everyday. Everyday. I always am waiting for him, just to see his face and his smiles. I know i might sound so creepy.

I stalked his facebook and other social medias. He has a girlfriend. Knowing about it, it just hurt me so much. More than it did 2 years ago. I cried for hours. 

When i get to school, i sit on a chair next to my class, waiting for him to come. He comes with a cute smile on his face. i always keep imagining, what if i was the one who got that smile? But i know it is just not possible.

I started to stop stalking him ,having a crush on him because he has a girlfriend and i dont want to ruin it. 2 days without seeing him made me hurt. I love him. He's my senior and every thoughts come up in my mind. He doesnt like me. Im just a stupid senior with this thick body and i would never can get closer with him. But however, i cant forget him. I wait...for him...my senior