Dear Secret Admirers...
I know what i did is really a bad thing. I lied to my parents. Today, around at 7 am, i told my mom that i was going to buy my school supplies but in fact, i wasn't really looking for it (i actually need it tho because of my school project) Cae called me a few minutes ago and begged for me to come to RTV office. i was thinking twice. I love being a journalist, i joined School Update 6 or 7 months ago. School Update has become my family ever since. So i lied to them and rushed to RTV. I saw my bestfriends there, Angga, Rani, and Bayu. I saw Cae too. I was very happy to see their face again after what happened to me. When i got there,Rani hugged me and i just cried. All the memories and the moments that i've spent with them was really special and unforgettable. Every people there tried to calm me down and stop me from crying but i couldn't. I mis everything about School Update. Our laughs, our stupid jokes, our stories and our moments. Angga tried to stop me from crying. He hit my shoulder and i dont know why he just made me laugh again. Bayu did too. So did Rani and Cae. I laughed with them. Bang Ucup came to me and asked me why i was crying. When he asked me that, i cried again. I remember the moment when i fought with Bang Ucup about simple things. I saw around. I miss everything. I couldn't stop crying.
Rani and Cae told me to convince my parents and i know it just will waste my time. My parents don't understand and think that School Update is just wasting my time. In fact, it is not. It's my hobby. My mom , specially, She has no idea how important Journalist is in my life. Journalist isn't about being in a television or gossip people. It's about writing, public speaking, confidence, and disciplined. I've been known by everyone and teachers at school. I get better scores for that and my teachers trust me.It's not a joke. They trust me and i'm popular at school. They respect me as a Journalist. It has big effects to me. Well it actually has bad and good effects to me but mostly is good effects. For the bad effects, well... i get hated by some students because they think that i'm too " sok-sok" an but they have no idea how difficult it is being a journalist. This is my passion and my mom stole it from me. You don't know how hurt it is to me. It's like.. my mom loves flowers and someone stole them from her. She must be really sad, upset, angry, dissapointed and feels unbelievable . Or maybe you love singing but then after you have a car accident and you lose your beautiful voice, you feel empty. That's exactly what i'm feeling . Bang Ucup told me to give my parents' numbers so Bang Sam can go to talk to them and explain everything. But i'm not able to do that. I hate fights. I'm afraid that my parents would say something bad and hurt Bang Sam's feelings. I dont know what i'm gonna do. I love School Update and i can't just let it go. It has been in my life and i just can't believe that my parents stole it from me. My passion, my happiness.
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