Dear Diary,
Every people have their own fears. Some of them fear to spiders, snakes or maybe tomatos. I have my own fear. There are 2 of my biggest fears. The first one is if my parents die. I dont know how to deal with it. That's the only thing that i could never change if that really happened and it surely will happen but just not now. The second one is oblivion. When i was in elementary school, no one ever remembered me. I was bullied and it was terrible remembering that time. But recently, in Senior High School year, everything started to change. I'm becoming more confident and lot of people know me. I have friends but im not sure they truly want to be friends with me because who i am and not what i have. Im afraid of being used by them. I'm afraid being forgotten by people whom i thought was my friends. This is just happening back to 2 days ago. If im gone, will there be someone who remembers me?
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